The night before your
surgery Jesus told you not to have the surgery. But you disobeyed Him and had
the surgery anyway. Your headaches got worse and you still suffer with them today.
After five years of demon possession the demon finally left your
body, but not without a fight. You felt a huge burden lifted and felt like yourself
again. Did anyone else notice the change in you?
At my next appointment with my
psychologist he noted a change in me. He told me that I was more aware of what
was going on around me. He attributed it to the vitamins I was taking. I did not tell him what had happened. What
was the point? He did not want to believe the other things I had told him, so I
did not tell him about the experience I had with the demon. I knew it was not
the vitamins that had changed me. The change in me was the result of the demon
finally leaving my body after five years of possession.
July 1, 1976
I had an appointment with Dr.
Goodman. He also noticed a change in me. He told me that I seemed a lot better.
He said I was more expressive. So both my doctors noticed the change in me.
November 23, 1976
I had another appointment with
Dr. Goodman. He asked me what had been happening in my life. I told him strange
things. He asked me what kind of strange things. I told him there were
connections between my psychologist and myself. He asked me to explain those
connections. So I asked him for a piece of paper and wrote the following
information on it.
My psychologist grew up on Cherry St. in New York. I grew
up on Cherry St. in my state.
My psychologist came from a poor family. I came from a
poor family.
My psychologist is Italian. I am Italian.
My psychologists’ last name ends in ‘relli’. My last name
ends in ‘relli’.
My psychologists’ office is on
Weber Rd. My personal physicians’ name is Dr. Weber.
Dr. Goodman told me
that those were omens and that they could mean anything I wanted them to mean.
I did not know what an omen was and Dr. Goodman would not tell me when I asked him what it was.
He told me to look it up in the dictionary when I got home. So when I got home I went
to the library and consulted an encyclopedia and looked up omen. This is the
definition from the encyclopedia.
OMEN – An exceptional experience or occurrence believed
to be a sign of a coming event, or of news from a distant place. The word
implies that such signs are either produced by a superior power or at least an
external agency, or that they are received by means of an exceptional faculty
or gift. Thus omens belong to the larger category of divination, the receiving
of knowledge by means outside recognized natural human powers. Many types of
omens have been recognized in one part of the world or another.
Naturally the advancement of learning made the
interpretation of omens as supernatural signs too ridiculous for serious
belief. The omen theory has disappeared along with the supernatural theory of
disease and catastrophe wherever natural science has penetrated.
It does appear, however, that there was a valid basis at
least for certain forms of omen divination. These belong mostly to the
subjective, as distinguished from the objective, type of omens. In the
subjective case it is reasonable to consider the sign as an hallucination. The
objective omen deals with reality. In this sophisticated age, it is quite
another matter when, on certain cases of subjective omens, there appears to be
a persistent recurrence of coincidence with subsequent events. Science then
properly looks for new explanations. Progress in the study of mental health has
helped to bring scientific attention to omens.
Today the recurrent and upsetting experience of omens by
an individual is more likely to lead to a psychiatrist. When, however, the
experience of a warning is borne out by a significant event – that is, when
true precognition is involved – it is then not a question of mental health, but
rather, one for the new science of parapsychology.
So ends the explanation of
omens. This definition of omens hit me rather hard because it relates to many
events in my life. Many of the things I experienced, I believed to be signs of
a coming event. And this coming event is the return of Jesus Christ to this
earth to rule. News from a distant place?
I was getting news from Jesus all the time. These signs were produced by a
superior power, Jesus Christ. In my case there was a persistent recurrence of
coincidence. And of course my experience
of omens led me to seek help. And I believe true precognition is involved.
At my next appointment with Dr.
Goodman, he suggested I start looking for a full-time job, since I was doing so
much better. I knew I could not do that as long as Jesus was still communicating
to me over the TV and through Rock Songs. It would have been too much for me to
handle. So I had a little talk with Jesus.
Just a Little Talk With Jesus
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