Because it was Halloween Night, the indwelling demons’ power was
intensified and you were led to an unfamiliar environment. You called out to
Jesus and He came to your rescue and led you
home. Later that same night Jesus came to you again and spent some
time with you. You recognized
Him as being very similar to Father Geidman. Are you saying that Jesus and
Father Geidman are Twins? John 10:30
June 1972
For
the next seven months I was working part time at a restaurant. It was now June
1972. I thought I’d better call the BVR back like I promised I would to see if
they would still consider sending me to school for the Autumn Quarter. They
agreed and I set up an appointment with a counselor there. She had records of
my past and tried to get information from me, but I offered her nothing. I let
her believe what she wanted to believe and left it at that. They made the
arrangements for me to attend college and I began classes in the
fall.
Strange
things continued to happen to me and I was still receiving messages from Jesus
through Rock and Roll songs I heard on the radio. I kept things to myself, and
I continued to document everything in my journal. But a few months into college
it became too much for me to bear alone. Trying to concentrate on my studies, working
part time, and having supernatural interferences in my life, became too much
for me to handle. I felt like the walls were closing in on me.
I
called my counselor and asked her to get me someone to talk to. She offered to
listen to me but I did not want to confide in her. I did not actually like her
very well because she was so controlling and dictating. I asked her to get me a
man to talk to. I had always spoken to men in the past and just thought a man
would be more understanding. She told me to hang in there for a few days until
she could find someone for me and that she would call me back. She called me
back a few days later and I went up to her office to work out the details. She
had scheduled for me to see a psychologist and I had my first appointment with
him on December 18, 1972.
December 18, 1972
I
had already decided what I was going to say to the psychologist. I was going to
tell him how everyone had deserted me, how life and everyone had been so unfair
to me, no one understands what is really going on, I did not deserve nor ask
for these problems, no one knows what I have been through, and that I felt God
was punishing me. I was prepared to spill my guts out to him and to just dump
it all in his lap. But when I set eyes on him I could not say one thing I had
prepared to say. He looked exactly like someone I admired, a calm came over me,
and I could not say what I had intended to say. I knew right then that Jesus
had His hand in this situation and had placed the psychologist there for me. I
knew Jesus was involved because of the similarities between my psychologist and
the person I admired.
The
doctor introduced himself to me and I found him to be a very kind, warm,
loving, and caring person. I felt very comfortable in his presence and knew
that he was someone I could trust. He noted that my mental status and general
orientation were all intact, and that I was not experiencing any delusions or
hallucinations. What? In fact, he found
me to be in good emotional condition, other than being mildly depressed. I’m
not sure what I was thinking when I left his office that day, but somehow I
knew Jesus was involved.
As
we continued to meet, he became everything to me. He was my father, my brother,
and my friend. We had an excellent platonic relationship. There was nothing I
could not tell him, but I did not tell him everything. He was always there for me and he helped me
through many, many struggles. I saw him once a week in the beginning and things
were going good for me. I was really pulling my life together and felt like
things were working in my favor. Even the supernatural world calmed down
somewhat.
1973
Then,
sometime in 1973 the messages in songs became more often, more elaborate, and
even stronger. My life took a tail spin. The messages in songs became more
frequent and Jesus encouraged me that ‘Things Would Get Easier’ once we put it
all together and get it all done’, through the song ‘Ooh, Ooh Child’.
Ooh Ooh Child
McClurkin/Franklin
Originally by Five Stairsteps - 1970
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